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from my 3rd selftitled album of 2014 https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3 woke up today and went back to sleep i woke up again around 3 i lay in bed and i watched some tv, tried not to think about anything and tried to eat and i went back to sleep what good am i if i cannot help myself i'll swear that i'll get better i'll fix my body i'll regrow my health hold my hand as i pull my own guts out if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you i'll become the strongest shell what good am i if im not stronger than myself if i cant save my own life i'll never fucking help anybody else just hold my hand as i pull my own guts out if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you i'll become the strongest shell look at pictures on the computer of being people near to eachother thinking alll kinds of evil thoughts i dont like its like yeah i'm evil and jealous and irrational yeah i just hide i've got nothing going on whatever who cares it doesnt matter i'll do whatever but i can't ever seem to get anything done but who really cares what good am i if i cannot help myself i swear that i'll get better i'll fix my body i'll regrow my health please hold my hand as i pull my own guts out if you'll be brave for me i'll be brave for you i'll become the strongest shell what good am i if im not stronger than myself if i cant save my own life i'll never fucking help anybody else what good am i